On a more sombre note:

So it's six months today. Six months today that Mum affected a strategic withdrawal from what was laughingly termed her "life". How you can have a life when you only vaguely recognize t' family you sweated to bring up is beyond me. So she was having none of it, and opted to get shot o the emotional suffering she put up wi for so long. I still agree with her. Of course, if she'd decided not to, I would have agreed with that too. That's the thing about family, you always end up being on their side, no matter what you decide before you have it out. How can you not? This is the nature of family.

I shunned the pub quiz tonight in favour of just going home, lighting an incense stick, jamming it int orange and getting a good, stiff drink. Spoon stood up the glass, so it did.

I can't decide if it feels worse now then before. About same, I spose. Guess you never really get over losing a parent.

Anyway, if I don't blog for a few days, you'll know the right of it. Give us a minute, eh.
So picture me all upset and feeling int mood for smashing stuff, and then I forced meself to go over and check out the usual haunts ~ one of em being the Sean Bean list. (Sorry guys, the box wouldn't work on here ~ must be a Blogger thing cos I notice the ChosenLass' box is bloody workin!) And fuck me, give em five minutes and they've righted me overturned canoe and bailed it out fer me. Feeling much better now.

All that remains is to post another heart-warming (well, warms summat, that's for damned sure) pic to round off yet another Monday.



Peach and lube.

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